First of all, I apolagise for my crap spelling, spell-check does not exist on this little netbook of mine! If anyone knows any good online spell-check websites, please.. let me know! Thanks!
Well, the day started out promising. I woke up a bright and happy chappy ready to brace whatever's to come during my day of doing nothing. I had just recieved a phone call from one of my boss' (I have 2 places of work) asking me how I was. There was no inquiry on whether I need to come in to work or not, it was more like.. just seeing if I was doing alright, she even gave me some really nice advice. I have to say, having this disorder and being as difficult as I am because of it, has somehow, wonderfully and miraculously brought out the best in people! And I do not take this for granted one little bit. Everyone has been so good and understanding, it's as if they understand what I have more than I do (which, admittedly... isn't that difficult)! My friends, family and employers are all wonderful people and I'm definitley glad that I have them in my life!
Okay, so all that aside... I have been eating a little bit more which is great! I do feel a bit breathless and panicky after but that soon subsides. I even had a couple of mouthfulls of my sister's cheese omlette with beans. Was amazing to taste something so nice and savory! Food has become a constant in my line of thinking. Literally... it is all I think and dream about. Here is a little drawing I did on paint during my hours of boredom.. it is of all the lovely, unhealthy food I can't wait to eat when I get better! I don't think you'll find a single tin of tomato soup or yogurt on it!
The cooking task I set myself in the previous post hasn't yet, well.. I haven't started. My family bought a kebab instead of cooking dinner (which I was hoping to help out with). It was nice to be around the smell of such lovely, greasy food! Cheese burger, fried chicken, chips with salt n' vinegar... lush! This is only a short little post as I'm pretty tired today, was hoping to cover quite a lot but I think I'll have to leave that for tomorrow's post. On that note I think I better proceed onto the 'eating/drinking scale' (a scale from 1-10 on how confident I was eating/drinking. 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest).
- 2x Actimel Yogurts: 9/10
- 2 small bites of cheese omlette accompanied by a couple of baked beans: 4/10
- Small handful of sensations crisps: 5/10
- 2x cups of Milky Tea: 7/10
- 1x Cup of coffee: 7/10
What a feast ay! I have noticed that I've been losing weight and I need to get round to buying some scales to confirm this. I hope it's just my imagination. My mum and boyfriend did both point-out that my legs have gotten thinner and the other day I was appalled at my hips which I could see sticking out very clearly. Never mind though, I'll be healthy in no time! Once I recieve this cognitive behavioural therapy I can hopefully start getting my confidence with food back up again! :)
Well, the day started out promising. I woke up a bright and happy chappy ready to brace whatever's to come during my day of doing nothing. I had just recieved a phone call from one of my boss' (I have 2 places of work) asking me how I was. There was no inquiry on whether I need to come in to work or not, it was more like.. just seeing if I was doing alright, she even gave me some really nice advice. I have to say, having this disorder and being as difficult as I am because of it, has somehow, wonderfully and miraculously brought out the best in people! And I do not take this for granted one little bit. Everyone has been so good and understanding, it's as if they understand what I have more than I do (which, admittedly... isn't that difficult)! My friends, family and employers are all wonderful people and I'm definitley glad that I have them in my life!
Okay, so all that aside... I have been eating a little bit more which is great! I do feel a bit breathless and panicky after but that soon subsides. I even had a couple of mouthfulls of my sister's cheese omlette with beans. Was amazing to taste something so nice and savory! Food has become a constant in my line of thinking. Literally... it is all I think and dream about. Here is a little drawing I did on paint during my hours of boredom.. it is of all the lovely, unhealthy food I can't wait to eat when I get better! I don't think you'll find a single tin of tomato soup or yogurt on it!
 |
| I should have been an artist! ;) |
The cooking task I set myself in the previous post hasn't yet, well.. I haven't started. My family bought a kebab instead of cooking dinner (which I was hoping to help out with). It was nice to be around the smell of such lovely, greasy food! Cheese burger, fried chicken, chips with salt n' vinegar... lush! This is only a short little post as I'm pretty tired today, was hoping to cover quite a lot but I think I'll have to leave that for tomorrow's post. On that note I think I better proceed onto the 'eating/drinking scale' (a scale from 1-10 on how confident I was eating/drinking. 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest).
- 2x Actimel Yogurts: 9/10
- 2 small bites of cheese omlette accompanied by a couple of baked beans: 4/10
- Small handful of sensations crisps: 5/10
- 2x cups of Milky Tea: 7/10
- 1x Cup of coffee: 7/10
What a feast ay! I have noticed that I've been losing weight and I need to get round to buying some scales to confirm this. I hope it's just my imagination. My mum and boyfriend did both point-out that my legs have gotten thinner and the other day I was appalled at my hips which I could see sticking out very clearly. Never mind though, I'll be healthy in no time! Once I recieve this cognitive behavioural therapy I can hopefully start getting my confidence with food back up again! :)
No comments:
Post a Comment